this is getting embarrassing

Why am I telling you this story?

So when I got to school the next day, word was out about me and the new kid. So this new kid's name is Carl, ha.. The year went on and we became closer friends. The next big impact on 'us' was the choir trip to Disneyland. It was the end of April. By this time I really, really, really liked him.

So my dad was a chaperone(ugh). I sat all the way in the back with my friend on the bus. I was pretty close to Carl and his group of friends. I sat next to him real quick before we left for the happiest place on earth. I showed him a few pictures I had taken on my camera. Nothing much really happened but I did anything just to be near him. The rest of the way I would keep glancing over his way. Only to be filled with jealously as one of the girls in his group would be laying on him.

On our rest stop he disappeared with his friends and I got stuck being watched over by my dad. Of course he wouldn't want to hang with me if my dad was around. I tried to sleep to make the bus ride go faster.

Before we got to Disneyland we had to go to some choir festival competition thing. It was alright. The main part I remember is when we were done and loading back on the bus and Carls choir pants were falling as he was running showing his jeans. My dad lucky recorded it with his video tape.

When we got to the hotel we were organized off into girls and boys. I was with my closest friends at the time. We decided to take a visit to the boys room, Carl's room. I was so excited. When we got there he wasn't there. Just one of the loser boys I didn't care for. I was soon kinda scared when I found out my dad AND my choir teacher were sleeping next door. We heard a knock on the door and we (the girls) went running to hide under the bed. Figures it was Carl and his guy friend. I was so happy to see him. We talked a little and next thing I know he's picking me up and throwing me onto the closest bed. I was so nervous (as I always was around him). I sat next to me and I told him, "It's kinda like the comfy spot at Miller's house." He just laughed and said yea. We left soon after.

The next day was Disneyland time. I didn't spend much time with Carl but we did spend sometime at the Indian Jones ride. Well line really xD Anyways, so we were next to each other talking. "Hey you wanna see this cool trick?" he said to me. "sure" I said really excited. He asked if I had a pen and luckily my dad did in his cellphone pocket thing. He took my hand and drew two lines and a dot. "Ok, so this a bunny and this is a river. How does the bunny cross?" he would say pointing at each thing. I would say all sorts of ways that weren't the right answer. "Well how does it cross it then?" I would say giving up. "There is no right answer. I just wanted to hold your hand." Isn't that just the cutest thing he could of said. I was blushing to hard I couldn't even say anything else the rest of the line.


Ahh. I'll tell you about how I was in the talent show next week.