Octopus isn't the same thing as Squid

It's really cold outside. I don't like it when it's cold because my toes usually have a problem getting warm and it's really annoying when the rest of me is fine but my freezing toes. Yes, even with fuzzy socks on.
I've been looking for some tattoo ideas for me. So far nothing in particular. I don't want a lame tattoo. I kind of wanted a bird tattoo but I can't really think of one that someone doesn't already have. I really really wanted the Bayside bird on my side but I looked on their myspace profile that they have millions of people with that idea. The best one I really want is a giant squid on my side. I'm also going to get the scar of my ankle tattoo'ed in purple. The scar is a heart so getting a purple heart will make it something out of bravery.
I really hate it when my dogs like my pillow.
Did you know the lead singer of Blur ( that 'woo hoo' song) is also the singer in The Gorillaz?! I love The Gorillaz. I like some what weird music. I don't really care though. It puts me in a good mood.
So I got that New Super Mario for the Wii, and it's pretty amazing. It came out just in time too. I finished both season dvd's of Inuyasha I bought.
Don't you feel kind of like your life sucks when a cartoon has a cuter love story than you? I do. I guess my 'love' story is cute. A lot of people tell me it's cute how I liked Carl for so long before we went out. Thanks, but those were horrible times for me. Lucky me, Carl was popular and went out with the whole city before he even considered me. I used to go to shows alone just to see him there. Yea pretty pathetic. I'd tell you the rest but it's too long and not school appropriate.
I do love Carl though. Don't get me wrong. I just wish he did more cuter things. But, like most men, he doesn't really get it. So it's whatever.
I saw that Pink Floyd movie 'The Wall' and it's insane. I don't even know what the story was supposed to be about. What I got from it was a guy with a messed up child hood is falling apart and depressed and even willing to kill himself with the on going war? I really have no idea. I really liked the scenes where drawings kept transforming and morphing into other drawings.
I want mac and cheese. I'm pretty hungry. and it's 2:00 AM.
I think tomorrow I'm going to go venture the town with my camera. It's been a while since I've done that. I haven't really been able to take pictures because I don't have a computer to save my stuff in. Not to mention I have to make space for school pictures too.
Isn't weird how music can help you? If it weren't for a few bands I really might not be alive. Bayside and The Honorary Title and Jimmy Eat World and so many others. I don't know these people, but they've helped me through hard times. I just wish I could tell them myself how much I am grateful to them. I guess just buying CDs and going to their shows is the best I can do.




This wall is covered in lyrics and quotes. Some really meaningful. Some just for comedy. Either way, it's my wall and I almost want to bring it with me when I move out. The center is my hand and Carl's hand. 'Forever and Always' by Bullet for my Valentine is our song. I guess that's all I can really say about this.Oh and that random black rectangle is just a censor.