Tre Cool doll

I'm really obsessed with the new Super Mario. It's kinda fusterating. But whatever xD
My brother is so lame. He's been watching a marathon on stupid dinosaurs. Yea, he's still into that stuff. He's 16 already.
Ugh, my aunt is coming from California so my mom has to sleep with me in my room. Just when I got her out.
It feels like the room is spinning. I've been playing videa games for like 4 hours now. Should of done homework but eh I don't care.
Something is up with my mom. We've been going out to somewhat nice places to eat. The other day we went to Olive Garden and today we went to Tony Romas. It's weird. Maybe it's because she has a new job.
Brownies from 711 are really yummy. Surprisingly, so is their coffee. I get a small Domo cup of coffee with 3 carmel milk things.
Do people even know that Domo is a kids show? Probably not -_- I love the show. It's so cute. I like the bats, but my favorite is the yellow bear that's like best friends with Domo. Oh, and did you know he was born out of an egg in an old rabbits house?
I'm lame I know.
My toes are cold.
Strawberry milk is gross. I like chocolate milk best. I sometimes like normal milk but I'm kinda lactose intolerant and plain milk makes me feel kinda gross. Same with raw peanuts.
I haven't had cotton candy in a long time.
I really miss my old Fullmetal Alchemist sweater. It had Al's blood seal and some japanese writing on the sleeve. It was so awesome. It got washed and got holes all over and when I went to go exchange it they didn't have them anymore. I've tried looking for it online but no luck yet.
I like black lights.
hm I've been liking a lot of thing lately.
I went to the aracade with my dad yesterday and we won 600 tickets on the Deal or No Deal machine. There wasn't much for prizes and the only thing there was, was a Tre Cool doll. Tre Cool is the drummer of Green Day. It's really creepy looking and doesn't really look like him. I wanted 600 tickets worth of candy but no.

pic: http://www.japan-zone.com/modern/pix/d/domo_kun.jpg

Englewood up to no good.

I want to go to New York so badly.
Guys say a lot of things but I wonder if most even mean it. How can a guy straight up tell a girl they aren't pretty? Maybe I just have trouble trusting anyone. I guess that's why I don't have friends right?
Yes, this weekend was Thanksgiving. But I hate turkey and ham and everything about it. The real holiday for me was Black Friday! It was amazing. I didn't really buy anything but I did watch people at their best. Watching people wait in line for hours in the cold to get a tv on sale. It's great. Well I did get 2 pairs of jeans and 5 long sleeve shirts. The mall was surprisingly not as full as I thought it would be at 5 in the morning.
So remember when I put a picture of that creepy goblin shark picture in my first blog? Well, I saw this documentary on them and their jaws stick out from their face when they take a bite. It's gross.
The Cleveland show is dumb. Family guy is the only thing Seth McFarland has done successfully.
So I've really been thinking about college, and I've realized I really don't want to go to college. Being at school depresses me. Why would I go back for another 4 years to work even more? I imagine killing myself one night before a final. I'm thinking of running away to Goa, India or anywhere away from Vegas. I really just want to see the world. I don't want to be locked up in a room anymore. I don't even know how I'm going to survive my last year of high school.
I'm breaking out :/
Those Gap commercials where these people are break dancing are extremely annoying. Now they have one with little girls rapping about boots. Commercials in general are pretty annoying. Some are entertaining before they become annoying. Others should have never been thought of.
My ears hurt. They aren't used to wearing heavier dangling earrings.
So this someone is so in love with this person. This person rarely thinks about the someone. The someone saves themselves for the person because deep down the someone feels that one day they can be with the person. But this person doesn't save themselves. This person forgets about all the things someone has done and how much someone loves them. The person only realizes this when their with a different person who's wrong for the person. The person is left alone and the only one for them is the someone. So having no one else, the person gets with the someone. Isn't that messed up for the someone?
Carl's mommy makes amazing banana pumpkin muffins :D


pic: http://soks2626.deviantart.com/art/Mr-Goh-College-75904094

Octopus isn't the same thing as Squid

It's really cold outside. I don't like it when it's cold because my toes usually have a problem getting warm and it's really annoying when the rest of me is fine but my freezing toes. Yes, even with fuzzy socks on.
I've been looking for some tattoo ideas for me. So far nothing in particular. I don't want a lame tattoo. I kind of wanted a bird tattoo but I can't really think of one that someone doesn't already have. I really really wanted the Bayside bird on my side but I looked on their myspace profile that they have millions of people with that idea. The best one I really want is a giant squid on my side. I'm also going to get the scar of my ankle tattoo'ed in purple. The scar is a heart so getting a purple heart will make it something out of bravery.
I really hate it when my dogs like my pillow.
Did you know the lead singer of Blur ( that 'woo hoo' song) is also the singer in The Gorillaz?! I love The Gorillaz. I like some what weird music. I don't really care though. It puts me in a good mood.
So I got that New Super Mario for the Wii, and it's pretty amazing. It came out just in time too. I finished both season dvd's of Inuyasha I bought.
Don't you feel kind of like your life sucks when a cartoon has a cuter love story than you? I do. I guess my 'love' story is cute. A lot of people tell me it's cute how I liked Carl for so long before we went out. Thanks, but those were horrible times for me. Lucky me, Carl was popular and went out with the whole city before he even considered me. I used to go to shows alone just to see him there. Yea pretty pathetic. I'd tell you the rest but it's too long and not school appropriate.
I do love Carl though. Don't get me wrong. I just wish he did more cuter things. But, like most men, he doesn't really get it. So it's whatever.
I saw that Pink Floyd movie 'The Wall' and it's insane. I don't even know what the story was supposed to be about. What I got from it was a guy with a messed up child hood is falling apart and depressed and even willing to kill himself with the on going war? I really have no idea. I really liked the scenes where drawings kept transforming and morphing into other drawings.
I want mac and cheese. I'm pretty hungry. and it's 2:00 AM.
I think tomorrow I'm going to go venture the town with my camera. It's been a while since I've done that. I haven't really been able to take pictures because I don't have a computer to save my stuff in. Not to mention I have to make space for school pictures too.
Isn't weird how music can help you? If it weren't for a few bands I really might not be alive. Bayside and The Honorary Title and Jimmy Eat World and so many others. I don't know these people, but they've helped me through hard times. I just wish I could tell them myself how much I am grateful to them. I guess just buying CDs and going to their shows is the best I can do.




This wall is covered in lyrics and quotes. Some really meaningful. Some just for comedy. Either way, it's my wall and I almost want to bring it with me when I move out. The center is my hand and Carl's hand. 'Forever and Always' by Bullet for my Valentine is our song. I guess that's all I can really say about this.Oh and that random black rectangle is just a censor.

Butter Toast

So if you have been wondering what's up with google and Sesame Street in the name, It's actually Sesame's 40th anniversary. Can you believe that. I think the cookie monster was cute. Elmo was kind of creepy.

I honestly don't really know what to write this week. I've been to depressed to really think about anything.

Have you ever hear of anyone telling you they spend hours online? Well I really do sometimes. When I get the chance I spend hours and hours on Ebay. I don't know why Ebay. I guess it's because I get to see all the stuff people have to offer. Maybe it's because I'm a girl and like to shop. I'm not the type of girl that really spends money on clothes though. I usually buy anime or music stuff. Yea it's pretty sad how I spend hours doing that.

You know what store is pretty interesting? Ross. They have some of the most randomest stuff there. You can find mostly clothes there but if you look in the back you'll find all sorts of home stuff. I actually kinda like Ross.

Double Stuffed Oreos with some thai tea boba sounds so amazing right now. Now that I think about it, I haven't had Oreos in a while. Maybe I'll get some tomorrow while I wait for another dreadful day at school.

Did you know Vegas' Stratosphere rides were on the Travel Channel's Most Extreme Trill Rides? It was the first they talked about. I have problems pronouncing the word 'trill'. I've always wanted to go on those rides. I remember my dad was going to take me when I was like 10 and I was finally tall enough, but my younger brothers weren't so I wasn't able to.

It sucks being short.

I really like soups. My boyfriend doesn't, which is weird because he's part Russian. I think soups are amazing. I love the warmth of it. I don't like American soup from a can all that much though. I like home made soup like my family makes. My family makes this soup with chucks of beef, platanoes (I think it's plantains in English), potato, carrots, cabbage, onion, corn, squash, and other stuff I can't really remember. But it's super yummy. It's called Sopa de Res (beef soup).

I don't eat chicken but I love chicken soup without the chicken.

Oh, did I mention I was Max for halloween? The kid with the crown.

pic: http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3346/3251690473_ef6113f242.jpg

Dr. Pepper slupee

I finally got my Inuyasha season one AND two :DDD

So Halloween was pretty alright. I dressed up as Max from 'Where the Wild Thing Are'. I made my own costume and stayed up til 3 am working on it. I have to say it came out pretty good.

Did you know there's a real city of Townsville in Austrilla? The city of Townsville as in the city where the Powerpuff girls live. I remember I used to watch that show all the time. It was like my favorite show. Another show I used to really like was Doug. I thought it was so cute how he liked Patty Mayonaise. I always wanted a guy to like me in a cute way like that.

Ever seen a movie called 'Rocket Science'? It's about this kid from New Jersey with a studdering problem that joins a debate team. It sounds lame but it's actually kinda sad. The kid is a loser with no friends and can't order the right food at lunch. He has family issues and only joins the debate team because this girl flirts with him into it. Not only does he do it for the girl, but she leaves him in the end for an Idian guy on another debate team. Heart broken and still lost for words he ends up just accepting himself.

Don't you hate it when your leg, or other limb, falls asleep? I really hate it. It feels like you don't have that limb and instead there's something being pushed out through your skin. I guess pins and needles right? In 5th grade, during music class, my leg fell asleep and the bell rung and we started walking out and half way down the hall do I relieze that my shoe was off and still in the music room! It was so embarrassing.

I wish I could just travel the world instead of being stuck at a desk. I think a person could learn more if they were exposed to different cultures and people. But no, I'm stuck reading about it from a book. I think that's what I'm going to end up doing instead of going to college. Even though my whole family will probably disapprove.

I really like the sound a dog makes when they walk. haha.

pic: http://media.giantbomb.com/uploads/1/19739/692236-f_big_large.jpg

Are you proud of me yet?

Taking a break from the random pointless stuff I usually write about. This week I have to vent somehow of my dear old father..
So the past week he's been telling me he's going to take me to get my birthday present and he has failed to do so for 3 day over the week. So on Saturday he finally comes but not for my present. He wants to take us, us as in my two brothers and I, to the movies. My brother Dodo, real name is Jesus, had a few friends over and they were going to come with us to the movies too. When my dad sees them he tells Dodo, "Oh, I can't bring all of you because my girlfriend is coming with her daughter too." That makes me super angry. He doesn't have room for us because of his replacement family.
Ever since I was little, before my parents got divorced, my dad blamed almost everything on me. I'm the oldest therefor the responsible one. When my brothers got hurt it was my fault. Not only am I the oldest but I'm a girl. My dad is a very old fashion, religious, Mexican. I got in trouble if I cut my hair too short. He expects the most out of me. He gets mad that I don't believe in God and have a lip ring. I was surprised he didn't hate Carl at first like my mom did. But that's not the point. He makes fun of practically anything I do. I recently got henna done on my hand and he makes fun of me for it. It IS his side of the family where I get my Arabic Muslim side. He hates the fact that I don't want to go to college or even know what I want to do with my life.
So back to this weeks time with him. We have to pick up his girlfriend at the hospital because her 19 year old daughter had a baby. I don't like people or babies so I asked him if I could stay in the car because I don't want to be rude and make a face. He got mad at me and told me to be mature. I was just being honest. He's never around to know what kind of person I am, and being brutally honest is one of my amazing traits. The movie we saw was stupid and just bad so that didn't give my night and boost.
The next morning (today) he picks my yougest brother, Carlos, and me up to eat breakfast. Again, he excluded Dodo because his friend had to get picked up in half an hour of when my dad came to get us. I don't eat breakfast so I'm not all that great in a mood. We finally go to the mall to get my sweater for my birthday present. When we get there I tell him a funny, 'inappropriate', joke and he starts poking my head saying, "There's something wrong in there." That was the last straw. He tried hugging me and I pushed him out of the way and didn't talk to him at all. I got my $40 sweater, which wasn't even the size or color I wanted it in.
As soon as I get home I had to relax so I went to Carl's house so I could go with him to his Aunt's BBQ night. So Carl is half Mexican, like me, and half white. We were going to his Mexican side of the family. Let me tell you this. It was the whitest Mexican party I have EVER been too. If I didn't know better I'd say they were just straight up white folks. But I had a great time which made me forget about my dad.
Oh and SF Supermarket in Asian Pacific town has the best mango juice ever.


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Yellow Music Box

So I finally got my article framed. I got an article in Class! Magazine and no one bothered to get it framed for me so I had to go and get it myself with my own money. I guess it's alright. I just got $20 for threading my aunt's whole face.
My brother got a new Drangon Ball Z video game and the wii is in my room so I've been hearing stupid lame dialoge all morning. The voices are pretty funny too. You know what, Drangon Ball Z in general is dumb. The story gets way to confusing and complicated. The first episode dives in super quick. The video game is even worse. Out of no where my brother is like violently pressing A over and over again.
It's really hard being the only girl in the family. Well I have my mom but when I go out with my dad I'm all alone. Guy talk is horrible. They get super sexist in front of me, or end up talking about a passing by chicks body. I really hate it when my dad says that like ever girl he sees is cute or hot. The usual thing we do together is go to the movies. Even that becomes almost impossible sometimes. I'm not into super girly, 'let's cry at how cute that couple is', movies. But I still am a girl and don't want to go see movies with nothing but explosions and guns and people being shot at. Shopping is even worse. Well we don't really have money to shop so we window shop in casios. That's super hard because they like to look at watches and walets. While I like to look at cameras and clothes.
I'm running out of space in my book self for dvds. I've been having to stack them on top of each other now instead of side by side. That bothers me because it looks really messy and unorganized. I organize my dvds, books, and cds in alaphabetical order. I even color corrdinate my closet. You wouldn't be able to tell coming in my room though. I don't like cleaning really. I hate making my bed. There's no point. It gets messy every night, so why should I waste energy making it in the morning?
My birthday kinda sucked this year. I only got 3 cards. A handful of people said 'Happy Birthday' at school. It didn't get better at home. My mom told me to pick out my own card from her. I had to get my own cake, and pick up my aunt. I did so many errand that day. My boyfriend wasn't even in a good mood. Each year the number of cards gets lower and lower. It's really depressing but I suppose it's ok. People stop caring you where born after so many years.



Picture: http://minhdo.org/images/paint/17SEP05%20-%20Happy%20Birthday,%20I%20Hope%20That%20The%20Swordsman%20Has%20Not%20Fucked%20It%20Up.jpg

3 days til I'm 17

Oh my god!! Last night was so amazing :D I went to go see The Used and The Almost at the House of Blues. The Almost was amazing and I got to meet Aaron (lead singer of The Almost and drummer of Underoath. I got my pants and ticket signed. Not to mention I got a hug :DD I tried taking a picture with him but my phone died :'[ The Used was super super amazing. I'm glad they only played like 3 of they're new songs.
So the other day I was driving to Panda Express and I'm waiting at the light. This person totally passed a red light. When it was my turn to turn Carl was like, "Get next to her!" So I drive up next to the person that passed the red light. "Look at this stupid person that passed a red light. They can't even see where the line is!" It was true the lady was way back from where your supposed to stop at a light. Carl goes on insluting her. When the light turns green Carl does the funniest thing in the world. He sticks out his head and starts barking at the lady xDDD The lady freaked out. It was so funny!!
I wish I knew someone with cute, fuzzy, doggy ears like Inuyasha :D He's so cute. My doggy Pinky is super cute too haha.
I don't think people should wear mini dresses to concerts. First of all, it's a concert. Second, most people that wear them get really drunk. I don't think it's right. I don't think I'm going to turn into one of those girls. I love my jeans way to much. Jeans and a band t shirt is all I need.

Role playing Mommy

Does anyone remember Gumby? I love that show. I remember watching it at night when I was little. I have a dvd and its really nice falling asleep to Gumby. It's kinda creepy music but it helps me sleep well.
So despite how close I am to being a vegitarian. I really don't like crab. It smells gross and taste gross. Not even Brownie will eat it and she eats EVERYTHING. I love fish and prefer it over cow but I just can't stand crab. I do like shrimp though. Lobster, not so much. I like all kinds of fish, but I have to say my favorite is salmon!
I've really been craving teriyaki noodles. I pretty much like anything when it's covered in good teriyaki sauce. For some reason talking about teriyaki makes me want to talk about Inuyasha xD I recently have found Inuyasha dvds at the 99 cents store!! Is'nt that amazing! I have 8 new Inuyasha dvds xD He's so cute! I wish my boyfriend has soft dog ears xDDD
I have a Danny Phantom shirt and it has made me wonder why Danny is off the air. Tons of people have come up to me telling me that they used to watch that show. If so many people have watched it why didnt Butch Hartman keep it coming, unlike his other (not as entertaining) show, Fairly Oddparents. Danny Phantom is kinda lame at times but one: Danny Fenton, and Phantom are really hot. second: It had a great story going for it. And third: There isn't any other ghost super hero!
I love Danny and I say he should come back. Same with Teen Titans. It was supposed to have another season but Cartoon Network didn't want anything to do with the show anymore.
I'm tired of big networks taking away all my favorite shows. *sigh*



Picture: http://www.neonlite.ca/archives/gumby.jpg

Hit and Run

My nose has been hurting all week. I think I'm getting sick. Which is weird because I am never sick. Not only do I have the sore nose, but I've been getting these little cough attacks where I can't breathe. Anyways.
My grandma made rice in milk!!!! I LOVE that stuff so much. It's so yummy. I honestly prefer Salvadorian food over Mexican food. Maybe it's because I grew up with my Salvadorian family but whatever. Don't get me wrong Mexican food is great and very good but Salvadorian food is just more enjoyable for me. Pupusas for example. I get to eat some tomorrow! There is some Mexican food I would prefer like menudo and birra but over I think Salvadorians have better food. OH! But I do have to give best horchata to Mexicans.
Despite the fact that I'm a girl, I really love playing videogames. Pretty much any kind except fighting and like war games. The only exception I have on that would be Concer Bad Fur Day for N64. That's one of my all time favorite games where your either a squirl or teddy bear. Don't be fooled with the cuteness of it. These little cute figures are extremely violent and will spear the details. I've been finding myself in more game and comic book stores lately. Is that weird?

Ima Feral Child

Have you ever burped and thrown up a little? It's sooooo gross isn't it!!!
I think the Russian language is cool dude!

If I could learn any language it would be Russian or Italian :D Russian are very hairy too. They're just as hairy as Mexicans. I'm half Mexican/Arabian and I'm extremely hairy. My other half is Salvadorian and so you can imagine how much hair I have. Carl is half Mexican and half Russian, and he's even hairier than I am. If you're Mexican or Russian please don't take offence.
So the other day I was at the bank with my mom and we were next in line. The teller kept talking to this fat chick and it was taking forever so i end up saying to my mom, "Someone needs to stop flirting." Then she goes to say, "Yea, and she's really ugly." As soon as my mom says that she turns around and says, "hello!" to us. Hahahaha oh my god it was so funny. I couldn't stop laughing and we ran out the bank.

October 13th 2010

At last, I think I've found my niche! Randomness! I think that goes quite well.
Any who..
Has anyone ever smelled duct tape? I think it smells weird. Like it has an almost metal kind of smell, but a plastic smell at the same time. I don't even really like duct tape all that much. It's not a very good tape. It gets stuck on everything and ruins whatever it was stuck to. I like painter's tape. It comes off amazingly :D
You know what else is amazing? Bayside. They're one of my favorite bands, including: The Beatles, Tokyo Police Club, Bullet for my Valentine, and Jimmy Eats World. I've seen Bayside live like 3 times already but I've never really got to be in front for them cause of the people I went with. :/ Lame I know. BUT!! They're coming here October 27th :DDD<333
Oh, by the way, the title of this blog is actually the date I turn 18 and move out. I can't wait for that day. It's a Wednesday. I've already planned to go to the mountains or something so i can be on the highway yelling out 'The Taste of Ink'-The Used (who is coming to Vegas October 9th and who I will be seeing!!). That song just really makes me feel like the book 'The Perks of being a Wallflower' says, infinite.
So like Goblins themselves aren't creepy enough, there's this thing called a goblin shark :o <----This thing. I think that's even creepier than a regular Goblin.

http://mail.colonial.net/~hkaiter/imagextras/goblin-shark.jpg

George Foreman Grills

This blog has nothing to do with Mr. Foreman's grills. Although, I'm not really sure what this blog really is about. Not to mention this has to be a rated G blog. I have pretty much nothing i can use as a niche. I can't even upload my pictures on his computer to share them with the world since this isn't my computer. But if you really are interested in seeing some pictures I have taken. I guess you can go here :http://lairlairpantson-fire.deviantart.com/gallery/
Haha! I used a requirement for my blog >:p
Fishes are weird but so cool at the same time. I've been staring at my grandpa's fish tank for the past 20 minutes and I've come to the conclusion that I would like to be a fish in my next life. Not a goldfish or anything like that. I want to be one of those deep sea fishes that glows in the dark and I think that would be amazing. I'd want to see a giant or colossal squid! They're my favorite fish. Fish are also good to eat. I like fish more than cow and I don't eat any other meat. Pork sometimes but with the sineflu going around I think I'll stick with my fish.
hmm I still don't know what to make my niche. I'm still hungry. I ate a blow of udon noodle soup and a snicker's but that isn't satisfying. Well I'm going to go raid the fridge again.