Are you proud of me yet?

Taking a break from the random pointless stuff I usually write about. This week I have to vent somehow of my dear old father..
So the past week he's been telling me he's going to take me to get my birthday present and he has failed to do so for 3 day over the week. So on Saturday he finally comes but not for my present. He wants to take us, us as in my two brothers and I, to the movies. My brother Dodo, real name is Jesus, had a few friends over and they were going to come with us to the movies too. When my dad sees them he tells Dodo, "Oh, I can't bring all of you because my girlfriend is coming with her daughter too." That makes me super angry. He doesn't have room for us because of his replacement family.
Ever since I was little, before my parents got divorced, my dad blamed almost everything on me. I'm the oldest therefor the responsible one. When my brothers got hurt it was my fault. Not only am I the oldest but I'm a girl. My dad is a very old fashion, religious, Mexican. I got in trouble if I cut my hair too short. He expects the most out of me. He gets mad that I don't believe in God and have a lip ring. I was surprised he didn't hate Carl at first like my mom did. But that's not the point. He makes fun of practically anything I do. I recently got henna done on my hand and he makes fun of me for it. It IS his side of the family where I get my Arabic Muslim side. He hates the fact that I don't want to go to college or even know what I want to do with my life.
So back to this weeks time with him. We have to pick up his girlfriend at the hospital because her 19 year old daughter had a baby. I don't like people or babies so I asked him if I could stay in the car because I don't want to be rude and make a face. He got mad at me and told me to be mature. I was just being honest. He's never around to know what kind of person I am, and being brutally honest is one of my amazing traits. The movie we saw was stupid and just bad so that didn't give my night and boost.
The next morning (today) he picks my yougest brother, Carlos, and me up to eat breakfast. Again, he excluded Dodo because his friend had to get picked up in half an hour of when my dad came to get us. I don't eat breakfast so I'm not all that great in a mood. We finally go to the mall to get my sweater for my birthday present. When we get there I tell him a funny, 'inappropriate', joke and he starts poking my head saying, "There's something wrong in there." That was the last straw. He tried hugging me and I pushed him out of the way and didn't talk to him at all. I got my $40 sweater, which wasn't even the size or color I wanted it in.
As soon as I get home I had to relax so I went to Carl's house so I could go with him to his Aunt's BBQ night. So Carl is half Mexican, like me, and half white. We were going to his Mexican side of the family. Let me tell you this. It was the whitest Mexican party I have EVER been too. If I didn't know better I'd say they were just straight up white folks. But I had a great time which made me forget about my dad.
Oh and SF Supermarket in Asian Pacific town has the best mango juice ever.


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Yellow Music Box

So I finally got my article framed. I got an article in Class! Magazine and no one bothered to get it framed for me so I had to go and get it myself with my own money. I guess it's alright. I just got $20 for threading my aunt's whole face.
My brother got a new Drangon Ball Z video game and the wii is in my room so I've been hearing stupid lame dialoge all morning. The voices are pretty funny too. You know what, Drangon Ball Z in general is dumb. The story gets way to confusing and complicated. The first episode dives in super quick. The video game is even worse. Out of no where my brother is like violently pressing A over and over again.
It's really hard being the only girl in the family. Well I have my mom but when I go out with my dad I'm all alone. Guy talk is horrible. They get super sexist in front of me, or end up talking about a passing by chicks body. I really hate it when my dad says that like ever girl he sees is cute or hot. The usual thing we do together is go to the movies. Even that becomes almost impossible sometimes. I'm not into super girly, 'let's cry at how cute that couple is', movies. But I still am a girl and don't want to go see movies with nothing but explosions and guns and people being shot at. Shopping is even worse. Well we don't really have money to shop so we window shop in casios. That's super hard because they like to look at watches and walets. While I like to look at cameras and clothes.
I'm running out of space in my book self for dvds. I've been having to stack them on top of each other now instead of side by side. That bothers me because it looks really messy and unorganized. I organize my dvds, books, and cds in alaphabetical order. I even color corrdinate my closet. You wouldn't be able to tell coming in my room though. I don't like cleaning really. I hate making my bed. There's no point. It gets messy every night, so why should I waste energy making it in the morning?
My birthday kinda sucked this year. I only got 3 cards. A handful of people said 'Happy Birthday' at school. It didn't get better at home. My mom told me to pick out my own card from her. I had to get my own cake, and pick up my aunt. I did so many errand that day. My boyfriend wasn't even in a good mood. Each year the number of cards gets lower and lower. It's really depressing but I suppose it's ok. People stop caring you where born after so many years.



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3 days til I'm 17

Oh my god!! Last night was so amazing :D I went to go see The Used and The Almost at the House of Blues. The Almost was amazing and I got to meet Aaron (lead singer of The Almost and drummer of Underoath. I got my pants and ticket signed. Not to mention I got a hug :DD I tried taking a picture with him but my phone died :'[ The Used was super super amazing. I'm glad they only played like 3 of they're new songs.
So the other day I was driving to Panda Express and I'm waiting at the light. This person totally passed a red light. When it was my turn to turn Carl was like, "Get next to her!" So I drive up next to the person that passed the red light. "Look at this stupid person that passed a red light. They can't even see where the line is!" It was true the lady was way back from where your supposed to stop at a light. Carl goes on insluting her. When the light turns green Carl does the funniest thing in the world. He sticks out his head and starts barking at the lady xDDD The lady freaked out. It was so funny!!
I wish I knew someone with cute, fuzzy, doggy ears like Inuyasha :D He's so cute. My doggy Pinky is super cute too haha.
I don't think people should wear mini dresses to concerts. First of all, it's a concert. Second, most people that wear them get really drunk. I don't think it's right. I don't think I'm going to turn into one of those girls. I love my jeans way to much. Jeans and a band t shirt is all I need.

Role playing Mommy

Does anyone remember Gumby? I love that show. I remember watching it at night when I was little. I have a dvd and its really nice falling asleep to Gumby. It's kinda creepy music but it helps me sleep well.
So despite how close I am to being a vegitarian. I really don't like crab. It smells gross and taste gross. Not even Brownie will eat it and she eats EVERYTHING. I love fish and prefer it over cow but I just can't stand crab. I do like shrimp though. Lobster, not so much. I like all kinds of fish, but I have to say my favorite is salmon!
I've really been craving teriyaki noodles. I pretty much like anything when it's covered in good teriyaki sauce. For some reason talking about teriyaki makes me want to talk about Inuyasha xD I recently have found Inuyasha dvds at the 99 cents store!! Is'nt that amazing! I have 8 new Inuyasha dvds xD He's so cute! I wish my boyfriend has soft dog ears xDDD
I have a Danny Phantom shirt and it has made me wonder why Danny is off the air. Tons of people have come up to me telling me that they used to watch that show. If so many people have watched it why didnt Butch Hartman keep it coming, unlike his other (not as entertaining) show, Fairly Oddparents. Danny Phantom is kinda lame at times but one: Danny Fenton, and Phantom are really hot. second: It had a great story going for it. And third: There isn't any other ghost super hero!
I love Danny and I say he should come back. Same with Teen Titans. It was supposed to have another season but Cartoon Network didn't want anything to do with the show anymore.
I'm tired of big networks taking away all my favorite shows. *sigh*



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